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Let Me Be Strong Enough... by Naoki-Wolf Let Me Be Strong Enough... by Naoki-Wolf
u__u As some of you know, I will be talking to my father about Marco... ( He returned from Iraq last Sunday )
And well, those of you who know, also know exactly how I feel about it.

I'm terrified...

But.... It's something I Have to do. So, this may be the last time I'll upload something to dA for a while, if it goes badly. If it goes badly, my father will take my computer.... for a long time....

I'm so nervous, but, I still have a flare of courage somewhere, thanks to him.. :heart:

Ugh. sorry for my wall of a rant....

Edit
Ended up Talking to him on Friday. It's alright now.... Sort of. He's still really wary, but he understands now.
I want to thank all of your for the support.... Really, that meant a lot to me.

Naoki + Art (c) :iconnaoki-wolf:

Program: Photoshop Elements 7.0
Time: 3 - 5 hours
Drawn With: Wacom Intuos3 tablet
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SpottedpeIt Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I perfectly know that feel Naoki. My boyfriend lives in Colombia, but I haven't yet told my mother about him... as my mate... Honestly I have no idea how or what to say it to her.

Soy de España por lo cual hablo más comodamente en español. XD Pero entiendo el inglés perfectamente (o casi). x3

Os admiro muchísimo a ti y a Kitsu. Felicidades desde el corazón. ^^

I'd like to talk with you when you have time. x3 If you'd like, of course. (I'm Jenny Neko Kitsune on Facebook).

And sorry for spamming you with faves lol.
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
CX I'm always happy for a conversation! So whenever you want, you can talk to me here, FB, or if you have skype, you can add me there, too (I have the same username as my dA name)

And I totally understand the fear! I had that fear for 3 years.... and then Kitsu finally just came anyway, and that's when the truth came out. X'D Parents were not happy about it

;w; But yeah, this little "leave" is nothing compared to the years I waited to see him, but it's still really hard on me... seeing as he's really my best friend as well as my husband now. So I just got so accustomed to having him around. XD That and sleeping alone in this big bed doesn't make me feel any better lol

and it's alright. I understand spanish perfectly, so you can write however you want. XD However, my Spanish is terrible, so I probably won't write it too much. 
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SpottedpeIt Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh, then when Kitsu went to visit you (i don't know if that's correct), your parents didn't know anything? Owo How did you tell them?
Thinking on it makes me feel nervous, and I really hate that feel. I want to tell my mother about my boyfriend and future husband, I have been depressed for the distance (and I still am), and for not having the courage to tell my mother the reason for staying up so late in the PC. That kills me so often uwu

I hope my english is correct lol. Sometimes I'll talk in spanish. cx
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
They kinda knew for several different reasons, but I didn't actually ever confirm it with them. I told them that he was a very good friend online.... that's it. XD
And I talked to my dad a couple of months before, asking him what he thinks if hypothetically his children had an online relationship. X'D It was one of the worst nights in my life haha

But no, they didn't really know about our relationship, and they definitely didn't know about his visit until the night he arrived at the airport. XD My parents were so furious, you wouldn't even believe. They told me I would not see him at all during his whole stay, however, my grandmother helped me with my parents (XD i told her the same night). It was awful, but it KINDA worked out in the end. 

But I understand the depression. I had that for a long time, too. 3 whole years of me being too much of a coward to just say it to them. X'D
Even the 2nd time he visited (last year in January) they didn't really know. Or at least, they didn't want to believe. But when they found out that we were planning to marry some day.... X'D ..... well.... everyone knows that part lol



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CYNDERnSPYRO Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
beautiful
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SagomeKitsune124 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2010
babe, i know sometimes its hard, but never give up on things your heart feels strongly for *hugs*
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Symbu Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2010
It's fine hun and I'm glad your Dad ain't to mad right? But at least you still get to keep your lover, I'm so proud. :hug: ~<33
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RebeccaIsLeft Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I know I'm late but... :hug: Glad to hear it went okay. My parents would laugh at me.
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Stvalbert Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2010
be strong sister!! :3 ...go on and keep any EMO feeling away :hug: Uuu can do it and I trust you WILL!!! n_n :cuddle:
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
X'3 Thankies bro.... I actually told my dad last night, since I couldn't stand the waiting...
And well, it went alright. X3 My father is not totally thrilled, but he understands me now.... So, my mission was half accomplished. :'3
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Inosins Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I seriously know what you're going through...if I ever told my dad, he'd probably do the same yours would. :c;; I really hope the best for you two...<3;;
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
;3 Thanks... I actually talked to my dad yesterday. ( The waiting was killing me. DX And besides, he was in a good mood for once. haha ) And well.... He's kinda cool with it, but not 100% thrilled about it. XD;; So... yeah.
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KrazyKia Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww, its so cute! and yes, you must have courage! ^ ^ good luck!
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Kitsunal Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
My heaven, i talk much with you about this, you know that i only want you that you are happy, i not want that have troubles with your father, and sorry but i am soo worry for you, i wish you the best of the lucky, and if is necesary i go and call you to your house of some center international call.

About the drawing, is very beautiful full of feeling and with words.... my love, i wish you the best that exist in all this world, if need some only say me you the know.

I love you forever and ever, nothing anf nobody can change this feel soo pure and true of true love that i feel for you. I love you for all the eternity
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:hug: Thank you, darling of mine..
Well, you know I've already talked to him now and it wasn't as bad as I thought. ( I'm not going to give all details on dA... I don't need people reading. XD )
But, I'm very grateful for you... Don't ever forget that. ;A;

X3 And thank you for the comment. I spent a long time trying to think of words for the drawing. :giggle:
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Inyuasha-demon-girl8 Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
hope everything goes well ash and if things go bad ill be here to help :hug:
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Mahonaa Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Student Digital Artist
Ahh so sad :C
I hope everything goes you way luuuurvewise<3
and Naoki's expression is so sad and cuute -_- vair nice job.
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prinny4 Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010
Gook luck. I hope your father doesn't take your computer away.
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Sky-lin3r Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope it gos ok..
:hug: for luck? <:3
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LatiosLatiasEON Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
nice draw, but marco is on Iraq.... wow thats bad i suppose
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Huh? No no... Marco's not in Iraq. XD;; My father was... but he returned.
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LatiosLatiasEON Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
darn, wrong again -.-! (whats wrong with me)

but well anyway congrats by ur father come back from iraq
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LatiosLatiasEON Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
lol anyway nice draw, express what are u feeling right now, or u was feeling
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Lugia99 Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist
good luck
did you talk to your mother?
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah, my mom's cool with it..... but, my dad.... eh... .__.;;
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Lugia99 Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2010  Hobbyist
maybe your mother can help
how old are you?
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
My mother refuses to help...
I kinda refuse to tell my age, since I've been flamed and bashed because of it. u___u
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Lugia99 Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2010  Hobbyist
ok strange...
but i think you are at same age as marco
so you are a little adult ^^
maybe your dad accept ^^
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hehehehehe.... no.... ^^;
If I were the same age, it would be so much easier.. *ssigh*
But thanks anyway. ;D
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Lugia99 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2010  Hobbyist
age difference...
i don't it is a problem
did you talk to your dad?
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
CX I talked to him last night. ( I couldn't stand the waiting ) and... well, he's kinda cool with it now. But he ain't thrilled about it. ;3 At least he understands now...
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YoshixWolfxLover Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010   Traditional Artist
OMG.I have this little problem aswell.But they found out already and delated my acc. a long time ago ._.;; after awhile,I secretly made a new acc. and got bk with my love. <33 I think they totally forgot about it and I'm afraid 2 tell them about it. sooner or later.. ;__;''

Best of wishes 2 u friend :heart::hug:
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
>~< I'm afraid my dad would do that to me..
But, even if they did do it, I'd probably do the same thing as you did. XD;;

And thanks
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YoshixWolfxLover Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2010   Traditional Artist
XD;; Lol.

Np~ :hug:
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Crystalsnowcat Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010
<333 This picture makes me want to hug Naoki.
I hope everything goes well with your dad~ <3
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Chizah Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
pffff esperemos que todo salga bien!<3
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
XD Gracias..
Bueno, todo el apoyo que me da mas confianza. X'3
Espero que puedo permanecer confiados por 2 dias mas.
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aMege Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
im rooting for you too. :hug:
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Chii-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010
Good luck, good luck... :heart: I'm rooting for you '^' You can do it, :heart::heart::heart:
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LunaStripes Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope everything goes well with ur dad :icondragonglomp: I love the picture it's very nice and I like the heart that naoki is carrying it's very nice. :hug:
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Nemo-TV-Champion Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Student General Artist
That's really sad :< I know how you felt when I had to tell my parents about Jade.
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well, I'm glad some people out there understand. It makes me feel less alone. XD;;;
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surukia Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010
sssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooooooo cute and sad
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Searii Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
we will stand by your side Noaki <3 goodluck and you are really Brave! I hope your dad will understand
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Button-Pup Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i wish you the best of luck =< i hope your dad will understand. I'll pray for you all the way :hug: and i hope you dont lose your computer cause i'll miss ya :(
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Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'll miss you too, but hopefully it won't resort to that. >.>; ( Or perhaps I can sneak on now and then... but not very often, since he has like... a leave from work. )

And thanks.
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Button-Pup Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:hug: i just hope everything goes well you have everyone behind you <=3
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kwhitepearl Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2010
i really hope everything goes ok for you :hug:
cause the first time i told my dad about my boyfriend he's reaction wasn't pretty but after a while he knew that he cant stop me from seeing and loving my boyfriend.
i wish you good luck though :cling:
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Emalightning Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2010
I love this picture it is beautiful but also sad...

I do hope that you survive and that your dad will not react so very badly.

Good luck~ Be brave and courages in every way :'3
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Nekrozs Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2010
It's kinda sad but beautiful work at the same time ^^. I just hope that everything can turn out well in the end ^^, good luck! :hug:.
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