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Let Me Be Strong Enough... by Naoki-Wolf Let Me Be Strong Enough... by Naoki-Wolf
u__u As some of you know, I will be talking to my father about Marco... ( He returned from Iraq last Sunday )
And well, those of you who know, also know exactly how I feel about it.

I'm terrified...

But.... It's something I Have to do. So, this may be the last time I'll upload something to dA for a while, if it goes badly. If it goes badly, my father will take my computer.... for a long time....

I'm so nervous, but, I still have a flare of courage somewhere, thanks to him.. :heart:

Ugh. sorry for my wall of a rant....

Ended up Talking to him on Friday. It's alright now.... Sort of. He's still really wary, but he understands now.
I want to thank all of your for the support.... Really, that meant a lot to me.

Naoki + Art (c) :iconnaoki-wolf:

Program: Photoshop Elements 7.0
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Drawn With: Wacom Intuos3 tablet
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SpottedpeIt Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I perfectly know that feel Naoki. My boyfriend lives in Colombia, but I haven't yet told my mother about him... as my mate... Honestly I have no idea how or what to say it to her.

Soy de España por lo cual hablo más comodamente en español. XD Pero entiendo el inglés perfectamente (o casi). x3

Os admiro muchísimo a ti y a Kitsu. Felicidades desde el corazón. ^^

I'd like to talk with you when you have time. x3 If you'd like, of course. (I'm Jenny Neko Kitsune on Facebook).

And sorry for spamming you with faves lol.
Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
CX I'm always happy for a conversation! So whenever you want, you can talk to me here, FB, or if you have skype, you can add me there, too (I have the same username as my dA name)

And I totally understand the fear! I had that fear for 3 years.... and then Kitsu finally just came anyway, and that's when the truth came out. X'D Parents were not happy about it

;w; But yeah, this little "leave" is nothing compared to the years I waited to see him, but it's still really hard on me... seeing as he's really my best friend as well as my husband now. So I just got so accustomed to having him around. XD That and sleeping alone in this big bed doesn't make me feel any better lol

and it's alright. I understand spanish perfectly, so you can write however you want. XD However, my Spanish is terrible, so I probably won't write it too much. 
SpottedpeIt Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh, then when Kitsu went to visit you (i don't know if that's correct), your parents didn't know anything? Owo How did you tell them?
Thinking on it makes me feel nervous, and I really hate that feel. I want to tell my mother about my boyfriend and future husband, I have been depressed for the distance (and I still am), and for not having the courage to tell my mother the reason for staying up so late in the PC. That kills me so often uwu

I hope my english is correct lol. Sometimes I'll talk in spanish. cx
Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
They kinda knew for several different reasons, but I didn't actually ever confirm it with them. I told them that he was a very good friend online.... that's it. XD
And I talked to my dad a couple of months before, asking him what he thinks if hypothetically his children had an online relationship. X'D It was one of the worst nights in my life haha

But no, they didn't really know about our relationship, and they definitely didn't know about his visit until the night he arrived at the airport. XD My parents were so furious, you wouldn't even believe. They told me I would not see him at all during his whole stay, however, my grandmother helped me with my parents (XD i told her the same night). It was awful, but it KINDA worked out in the end. 

But I understand the depression. I had that for a long time, too. 3 whole years of me being too much of a coward to just say it to them. X'D
Even the 2nd time he visited (last year in January) they didn't really know. Or at least, they didn't want to believe. But when they found out that we were planning to marry some day.... X'D ..... well.... everyone knows that part lol

CYNDERnSPYRO Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
SagomeKitsune124 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2010
babe, i know sometimes its hard, but never give up on things your heart feels strongly for *hugs*
Symbu Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2010
It's fine hun and I'm glad your Dad ain't to mad right? But at least you still get to keep your lover, I'm so proud. :hug: ~<33
RebeccaIsLeft Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I know I'm late but... :hug: Glad to hear it went okay. My parents would laugh at me.
Stvalbert Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2010
be strong sister!! :3 ...go on and keep any EMO feeling away :hug: Uuu can do it and I trust you WILL!!! n_n :cuddle:
Naoki-Wolf Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
X'3 Thankies bro.... I actually told my dad last night, since I couldn't stand the waiting...
And well, it went alright. X3 My father is not totally thrilled, but he understands me now.... So, my mission was half accomplished. :'3
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